Frustrations

Today has been a half good day... I found out that my brothers and my brothers friends application for Tres Dias have been lost in the mail and they may not be able to attend the weekend after all. This comes as a huge disappointment to them. They both adore Roy Hooker so much...

Then I find out that perhaps things aren't as they would seem with serving on TD at all... I feel very overwhelmed by it all. A pressure to behave in ways that aren't common to VN... I feel lost without all the "youth"... It's just different. I am out of my comfort zone.

Then my friend comes over tonight and we spend the night entertaining my little brothers. Annoying as heck. I don't mind them, but I wanted some time alone... well friend time.

Geesh.