I have made a mistake...

Well isn't that the truth. But to be even more honest I have been making that same mistake for quite some time now. You see I get so excited about serving on VN and now TD, but I have failed to be patient and excited about each individual one. I have not even served 20 before I am worried about 21. 9 has not even passed before I worry about 10.

That isn't how serving should be. That isn't how life should be.

I am sorry to those that have been reading my posts and have been confused or hurt by my words or actions.

Jess

*Lets Out Deep Breath* Where to begin with this post?

Let me start off by saying that Jesus has been doing quite a number on my heart in the last few weeks and months. He has been so faithful to keep me by His side and make me feel loved, even when I did not feel loved by others in my life.

Jesus has taught me to surrender complete control of my life to Him and I will find peace. I have found such peace and joy... I know there are things in my life that I need to surrender to Him, but little by little I am finding it easy to do so.

My brother...or brothers as I should say are attending Tres Dias this weekend. I am excited for them. Next weekend I serve my first Tres Dias, then soon after it is on to VN #9. Along with testing coming up soon. Life is packed with all sorts of things to do. VN#10 won't be much different, I will be so busy... but I am excited about Katie. And I am super excited about Tina and#21. :)

Well... I must go clean my room.

Jess